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I put 5 dates on MSN and indicate its the most important date. Blind people also know what it means (i have another godsis, so plus me total got 5 people), whatsmore SY even asked me about the dates before. He knew. But when my birthday comes, the 3 of them all don't know. I stil need Harrison to tell SY before he come and say happy birthday to me. YH know le, didn't even say happy birthday. Not even a sms was sent to me. RX after a few days then say happy belated birthday to me. Thats all. I only receive presents from my old friend (5 person share a shirt), a keychain from Ms Chow, a M&N chocolate from Ms Wong and a shirt from JunLiang (only receive in April). So do you think they give me anything?What makes me even more sian is that they can rmb other people's birthday and want to celebrate with them so eagerly when i only celebrated my birthday with only my A. Maths notes. RX and SY knew Shi Jie's birthday and sms JL asking if we want to share money for a cake. Shi Jie received many presents. RX was even more eager to celebrate JL's birthday. Way before his birthday he already start to think of what to buy for JL. In the end 3 person shared money to buy the $50 shoe for JL.YH is already like so close yet so far from me. I only get to see him during prefect duties even though we dun have much topic to say and bond together. But now? He quitted and i don't even know if i get to see him once a week. Only maybe through MSN that we can talk for awhile? Sometimes when i sms him he even dao it totally. Plus he and i different CCA, how to bond?RX is the most disappointing one. To him, JL is everything. Everytime see me without JL around, the first 3 sentences sure got include"where is Jun Liang?", unless is i look for him and he know very well JL wont be there. There are so many evidence that show JL is everything to him. I just say a few. When going to JL hse for his birthday, there are only 2 available pairs of 2 seats that are together. There are 6 of us. RX actually sit with Ian Mun but JL sit with a stranger. Wei Kiat also. So RX initiate to let WK sit with Ian so that when someone alights, he and JL can sit together. They did it. And also there's a day when me JL n YY stayed back to mug. In canteen. RX got drama test so will be late to go there. JL and YY use a table, each using a side, but YY there is more spacious. I sit alone with lots of space. When RX is there, he chose to squeeze with JL. And also i said in the earlier post, I asked RX to study. He said ok at first. I thought he was going to say he don't want because i told him JL won't be there. In the end after waiting for him to finish his test, he said he don't want to study le. He wanna go home. Don't tel me these are all coincidence. I don't think so. And tdy i sms RX to come down my class look for me n Jl to return Kwan Hong's dog, he totally dao my sms and sms JL instead. If you were me. how would you feel? He is my godbrother and yet he dao me and reply JL instead. So you see? All his mind only have JL. JL is like the most important person to him now.I still rmb the first day of school when RX is really sick, i accompanied him at the General Office all the way till his mother reached school, even though i was supposed to be the game master for the sec 1s who just came to Cat High. He said i gamble too much and for his sake, i quit gambling. But to him, where do i stand and where does JL stand? You should be able to see clearly now right?So far only SY is the closest to me. He is the only one who will auto look for me. Never in my life did YH or RX look for me. Just me. Only SY did that. All the 3 of them are equally important to me, but i just cant get them to be like brothers with me. Really brothers. Only 6 months are left before i graduate. I'll really miss them. But hey! Do they think the same? Do they treat me as brother? So far i still cant sense it. YH is like forever so far away from me. SY is still ok. RX is more like a brother of JL. He can talk and chat with JL for whatever topic but mostly what i said to him, its like teacher giving a student instructions kinda feeling.Haiz. After writing such a long post, i think no one will really read it. The 3 of them will never know what i am thinking, what i want and what i hope for. Maybe i am crazy? Maybe i am a gay? Maybe i am a pervent? I am not sure about that. I am only very sure that they will never be my true brothers but i will still treat them as before. You'll Never Walk Alone The Best Goalkeeper will walk with you* 8:47 PM __________________________________________________________________
Anything to say? Past October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 March 2010 May 2010 June 2010 August 2010 September 2010 March 2011 September 2011 Tuesday, April 29, 2008 Ok i cant stand it anymore. I am not a gay. I like girls. But one thing i know for sure is that in Cat High, i have 3 person i like the most. Brotherly love i mean. You know who. I really treat them as brothers and want to be close to them like brothers. But sad to say, i just cant get what i hope for.I don't know where to start. Maybe the start of the year? I put 5 dates on MSN and indicate its the most important date. Blind people also know what it means (i have another godsis, so plus me total got 5 people), whatsmore SY even asked me about the dates before. He knew. But when my birthday comes, the 3 of them all don't know. I stil need Harrison to tell SY before he come and say happy birthday to me. YH know le, didn't even say happy birthday. Not even a sms was sent to me. RX after a few days then say happy belated birthday to me. Thats all. I only receive presents from my old friend (5 person share a shirt), a keychain from Ms Chow, a M&N chocolate from Ms Wong and a shirt from JunLiang (only receive in April). So do you think they give me anything?What makes me even more sian is that they can rmb other people's birthday and want to celebrate with them so eagerly when i only celebrated my birthday with only my A. Maths notes. RX and SY knew Shi Jie's birthday and sms JL asking if we want to share money for a cake. Shi Jie received many presents. RX was even more eager to celebrate JL's birthday. Way before his birthday he already start to think of what to buy for JL. In the end 3 person shared money to buy the $50 shoe for JL.YH is already like so close yet so far from me. I only get to see him during prefect duties even though we dun have much topic to say and bond together. But now? He quitted and i don't even know if i get to see him once a week. Only maybe through MSN that we can talk for awhile? Sometimes when i sms him he even dao it totally. Plus he and i different CCA, how to bond?RX is the most disappointing one. To him, JL is everything. Everytime see me without JL around, the first 3 sentences sure got include"where is Jun Liang?", unless is i look for him and he know very well JL wont be there. There are so many evidence that show JL is everything to him. I just say a few. When going to JL hse for his birthday, there are only 2 available pairs of 2 seats that are together. There are 6 of us. RX actually sit with Ian Mun but JL sit with a stranger. Wei Kiat also. So RX initiate to let WK sit with Ian so that when someone alights, he and JL can sit together. They did it. And also there's a day when me JL n YY stayed back to mug. In canteen. RX got drama test so will be late to go there. JL and YY use a table, each using a side, but YY there is more spacious. I sit alone with lots of space. When RX is there, he chose to squeeze with JL. And also i said in the earlier post, I asked RX to study. He said ok at first. I thought he was going to say he don't want because i told him JL won't be there. In the end after waiting for him to finish his test, he said he don't want to study le. He wanna go home. Don't tel me these are all coincidence. I don't think so. And tdy i sms RX to come down my class look for me n Jl to return Kwan Hong's dog, he totally dao my sms and sms JL instead. If you were me. how would you feel? He is my godbrother and yet he dao me and reply JL instead. So you see? All his mind only have JL. JL is like the most important person to him now.I still rmb the first day of school when RX is really sick, i accompanied him at the General Office all the way till his mother reached school, even though i was supposed to be the game master for the sec 1s who just came to Cat High. He said i gamble too much and for his sake, i quit gambling. But to him, where do i stand and where does JL stand? You should be able to see clearly now right?So far only SY is the closest to me. He is the only one who will auto look for me. Never in my life did YH or RX look for me. Just me. Only SY did that. All the 3 of them are equally important to me, but i just cant get them to be like brothers with me. Really brothers. Only 6 months are left before i graduate. I'll really miss them. But hey! Do they think the same? Do they treat me as brother? So far i still cant sense it. YH is like forever so far away from me. SY is still ok. RX is more like a brother of JL. He can talk and chat with JL for whatever topic but mostly what i said to him, its like teacher giving a student instructions kinda feeling.Haiz. After writing such a long post, i think no one will really read it. The 3 of them will never know what i am thinking, what i want and what i hope for. Maybe i am crazy? Maybe i am a gay? Maybe i am a pervent? I am not sure about that. I am only very sure that they will never be my true brothers but i will still treat them as before. You'll Never Walk Alone The Best Goalkeeper will walk with you* 8:47 PM __________________________________________________________________
Past October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 March 2010 May 2010 June 2010 August 2010 September 2010 March 2011 September 2011 Tuesday, April 29, 2008 Ok i cant stand it anymore. I am not a gay. I like girls. But one thing i know for sure is that in Cat High, i have 3 person i like the most. Brotherly love i mean. You know who. I really treat them as brothers and want to be close to them like brothers. But sad to say, i just cant get what i hope for.I don't know where to start. Maybe the start of the year? I put 5 dates on MSN and indicate its the most important date. Blind people also know what it means (i have another godsis, so plus me total got 5 people), whatsmore SY even asked me about the dates before. He knew. But when my birthday comes, the 3 of them all don't know. I stil need Harrison to tell SY before he come and say happy birthday to me. YH know le, didn't even say happy birthday. Not even a sms was sent to me. RX after a few days then say happy belated birthday to me. Thats all. I only receive presents from my old friend (5 person share a shirt), a keychain from Ms Chow, a M&N chocolate from Ms Wong and a shirt from JunLiang (only receive in April). So do you think they give me anything?What makes me even more sian is that they can rmb other people's birthday and want to celebrate with them so eagerly when i only celebrated my birthday with only my A. Maths notes. RX and SY knew Shi Jie's birthday and sms JL asking if we want to share money for a cake. Shi Jie received many presents. RX was even more eager to celebrate JL's birthday. Way before his birthday he already start to think of what to buy for JL. In the end 3 person shared money to buy the $50 shoe for JL.YH is already like so close yet so far from me. I only get to see him during prefect duties even though we dun have much topic to say and bond together. But now? He quitted and i don't even know if i get to see him once a week. Only maybe through MSN that we can talk for awhile? Sometimes when i sms him he even dao it totally. Plus he and i different CCA, how to bond?RX is the most disappointing one. To him, JL is everything. Everytime see me without JL around, the first 3 sentences sure got include"where is Jun Liang?", unless is i look for him and he know very well JL wont be there. There are so many evidence that show JL is everything to him. I just say a few. When going to JL hse for his birthday, there are only 2 available pairs of 2 seats that are together. There are 6 of us. RX actually sit with Ian Mun but JL sit with a stranger. Wei Kiat also. So RX initiate to let WK sit with Ian so that when someone alights, he and JL can sit together. They did it. And also there's a day when me JL n YY stayed back to mug. In canteen. RX got drama test so will be late to go there. JL and YY use a table, each using a side, but YY there is more spacious. I sit alone with lots of space. When RX is there, he chose to squeeze with JL. And also i said in the earlier post, I asked RX to study. He said ok at first. I thought he was going to say he don't want because i told him JL won't be there. In the end after waiting for him to finish his test, he said he don't want to study le. He wanna go home. Don't tel me these are all coincidence. I don't think so. And tdy i sms RX to come down my class look for me n Jl to return Kwan Hong's dog, he totally dao my sms and sms JL instead. If you were me. how would you feel? He is my godbrother and yet he dao me and reply JL instead. So you see? All his mind only have JL. JL is like the most important person to him now.I still rmb the first day of school when RX is really sick, i accompanied him at the General Office all the way till his mother reached school, even though i was supposed to be the game master for the sec 1s who just came to Cat High. He said i gamble too much and for his sake, i quit gambling. But to him, where do i stand and where does JL stand? You should be able to see clearly now right?So far only SY is the closest to me. He is the only one who will auto look for me. Never in my life did YH or RX look for me. Just me. Only SY did that. All the 3 of them are equally important to me, but i just cant get them to be like brothers with me. Really brothers. Only 6 months are left before i graduate. I'll really miss them. But hey! Do they think the same? Do they treat me as brother? So far i still cant sense it. YH is like forever so far away from me. SY is still ok. RX is more like a brother of JL. He can talk and chat with JL for whatever topic but mostly what i said to him, its like teacher giving a student instructions kinda feeling.Haiz. After writing such a long post, i think no one will really read it. The 3 of them will never know what i am thinking, what i want and what i hope for. Maybe i am crazy? Maybe i am a gay? Maybe i am a pervent? I am not sure about that. I am only very sure that they will never be my true brothers but i will still treat them as before. You'll Never Walk Alone The Best Goalkeeper will walk with you* 8:47 PM __________________________________________________________________
October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 March 2010 May 2010 June 2010 August 2010 September 2010 March 2011 September 2011 Tuesday, April 29, 2008 Ok i cant stand it anymore. I am not a gay. I like girls. But one thing i know for sure is that in Cat High, i have 3 person i like the most. Brotherly love i mean. You know who. I really treat them as brothers and want to be close to them like brothers. But sad to say, i just cant get what i hope for.I don't know where to start. Maybe the start of the year? I put 5 dates on MSN and indicate its the most important date. Blind people also know what it means (i have another godsis, so plus me total got 5 people), whatsmore SY even asked me about the dates before. He knew. But when my birthday comes, the 3 of them all don't know. I stil need Harrison to tell SY before he come and say happy birthday to me. YH know le, didn't even say happy birthday. Not even a sms was sent to me. RX after a few days then say happy belated birthday to me. Thats all. I only receive presents from my old friend (5 person share a shirt), a keychain from Ms Chow, a M&N chocolate from Ms Wong and a shirt from JunLiang (only receive in April). So do you think they give me anything?What makes me even more sian is that they can rmb other people's birthday and want to celebrate with them so eagerly when i only celebrated my birthday with only my A. Maths notes. RX and SY knew Shi Jie's birthday and sms JL asking if we want to share money for a cake. Shi Jie received many presents. RX was even more eager to celebrate JL's birthday. Way before his birthday he already start to think of what to buy for JL. In the end 3 person shared money to buy the $50 shoe for JL.YH is already like so close yet so far from me. I only get to see him during prefect duties even though we dun have much topic to say and bond together. But now? He quitted and i don't even know if i get to see him once a week. Only maybe through MSN that we can talk for awhile? Sometimes when i sms him he even dao it totally. Plus he and i different CCA, how to bond?RX is the most disappointing one. To him, JL is everything. Everytime see me without JL around, the first 3 sentences sure got include"where is Jun Liang?", unless is i look for him and he know very well JL wont be there. There are so many evidence that show JL is everything to him. I just say a few. When going to JL hse for his birthday, there are only 2 available pairs of 2 seats that are together. There are 6 of us. RX actually sit with Ian Mun but JL sit with a stranger. Wei Kiat also. So RX initiate to let WK sit with Ian so that when someone alights, he and JL can sit together. They did it. And also there's a day when me JL n YY stayed back to mug. In canteen. RX got drama test so will be late to go there. JL and YY use a table, each using a side, but YY there is more spacious. I sit alone with lots of space. When RX is there, he chose to squeeze with JL. And also i said in the earlier post, I asked RX to study. He said ok at first. I thought he was going to say he don't want because i told him JL won't be there. In the end after waiting for him to finish his test, he said he don't want to study le. He wanna go home. Don't tel me these are all coincidence. I don't think so. And tdy i sms RX to come down my class look for me n Jl to return Kwan Hong's dog, he totally dao my sms and sms JL instead. If you were me. how would you feel? He is my godbrother and yet he dao me and reply JL instead. So you see? All his mind only have JL. JL is like the most important person to him now.I still rmb the first day of school when RX is really sick, i accompanied him at the General Office all the way till his mother reached school, even though i was supposed to be the game master for the sec 1s who just came to Cat High. He said i gamble too much and for his sake, i quit gambling. But to him, where do i stand and where does JL stand? You should be able to see clearly now right?So far only SY is the closest to me. He is the only one who will auto look for me. Never in my life did YH or RX look for me. Just me. Only SY did that. All the 3 of them are equally important to me, but i just cant get them to be like brothers with me. Really brothers. Only 6 months are left before i graduate. I'll really miss them. But hey! Do they think the same? Do they treat me as brother? So far i still cant sense it. YH is like forever so far away from me. SY is still ok. RX is more like a brother of JL. He can talk and chat with JL for whatever topic but mostly what i said to him, its like teacher giving a student instructions kinda feeling.Haiz. After writing such a long post, i think no one will really read it. The 3 of them will never know what i am thinking, what i want and what i hope for. Maybe i am crazy? Maybe i am a gay? Maybe i am a pervent? I am not sure about that. I am only very sure that they will never be my true brothers but i will still treat them as before. You'll Never Walk Alone The Best Goalkeeper will walk with you* 8:47 PM __________________________________________________________________
