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Player Profile

Tan Jia Hao
Catholic High 2005-2008
Wushu Captain 2007-2008
Vice-head Prefect 2007-2008
Anderson Junior College 2009-2010
Someone who is good in nothing
tjh_stealth@hotmail.com

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Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Ok i cant stand it anymore. I am not a gay. I like girls. But one thing i know for sure is that in Cat High, i have 3 person i like the most. Brotherly love i mean. You know who. I really treat them as brothers and want to be close to them like brothers. But sad to say, i just cant get what i hope for.

I don't know where to start. Maybe the start of the year? I put 5 dates on MSN and indicate its the most important date. Blind people also know what it means (i have another godsis, so plus me total got 5 people), whatsmore SY even asked me about the dates before. He knew. But when my birthday comes, the 3 of them all don't know. I stil need Harrison to tell SY before he come and say happy birthday to me. YH know le, didn't even say happy birthday. Not even a sms was sent to me. RX after a few days then say happy belated birthday to me. Thats all. I only receive presents from my old friend (5 person share a shirt), a keychain from Ms Chow, a M&N chocolate from Ms Wong and a shirt from JunLiang (only receive in April). So do you think they give me anything?

What makes me even more sian is that they can rmb other people's birthday and want to celebrate with them so eagerly when i only celebrated my birthday with only my A. Maths notes. RX and SY knew Shi Jie's birthday and sms JL asking if we want to share money for a cake. Shi Jie received many presents. RX was even more eager to celebrate JL's birthday. Way before his birthday he already start to think of what to buy for JL. In the end 3 person shared money to buy the $50 shoe for JL.

YH is already like so close yet so far from me. I only get to see him during prefect duties even though we dun have much topic to say and bond together. But now? He quitted and i don't even know if i get to see him once a week. Only maybe through MSN that we can talk for awhile? Sometimes when i sms him he even dao it totally. Plus he and i different CCA, how to bond?

RX is the most disappointing one. To him, JL is everything. Everytime see me without JL around, the first 3 sentences sure got include"where is Jun Liang?", unless is i look for him and he know very well JL wont be there. There are so many evidence that show JL is everything to him. I just say a few. When going to JL hse for his birthday, there are only 2 available pairs of 2 seats that are together. There are 6 of us. RX actually sit with Ian Mun but JL sit with a stranger. Wei Kiat also. So RX initiate to let WK sit with Ian so that when someone alights, he and JL can sit together. They did it. And also there's a day when me JL n YY stayed back to mug. In canteen. RX got drama test so will be late to go there. JL and YY use a table, each using a side, but YY there is more spacious. I sit alone with lots of space. When RX is there, he chose to squeeze with JL. And also i said in the earlier post, I asked RX to study. He said ok at first. I thought he was going to say he don't want because i told him JL won't be there. In the end after waiting for him to finish his test, he said he don't want to study le. He wanna go home. Don't tel me these are all coincidence. I don't think so. And tdy i sms RX to come down my class look for me n Jl to return Kwan Hong's dog, he totally dao my sms and sms JL instead. If you were me. how would you feel? He is my godbrother and yet he dao me and reply JL instead. So you see? All his mind only have JL. JL is like the most important person to him now.

I still rmb the first day of school when RX is really sick, i accompanied him at the General Office all the way till his mother reached school, even though i was supposed to be the game master for the sec 1s who just came to Cat High. He said i gamble too much and for his sake, i quit gambling. But to him, where do i stand and where does JL stand? You should be able to see clearly now right?

So far only SY is the closest to me. He is the only one who will auto look for me. Never in my life did YH or RX look for me. Just me. Only SY did that. All the 3 of them are equally important to me, but i just cant get them to be like brothers with me. Really brothers. Only 6 months are left before i graduate. I'll really miss them. But hey! Do they think the same? Do they treat me as brother? So far i still cant sense it. YH is like forever so far away from me. SY is still ok. RX is more like a brother of JL. He can talk and chat with JL for whatever topic but mostly what i said to him, its like teacher giving a student instructions kinda feeling.

Haiz. After writing such a long post, i think no one will really read it. The 3 of them will never know what i am thinking, what i want and what i hope for. Maybe i am crazy? Maybe i am a gay? Maybe i am a pervent? I am not sure about that. I am only very sure that they will never be my true brothers but i will still treat them as before.


You'll Never Walk Alone
The Best Goalkeeper will walk with you* 8:47 PM

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Friday, April 25, 2008

Today actually wanna study so looked for Yong Yuan and Ri Xuan and Jun liang. Jun Liang got BBQ with pri school friends so didn't stay. Left The 3 of us but Ri Xuan got test so while waiting for him, i accompany Swee Yan for his 5 stations and YY went for soccer.

After 5 station RX is not out yet so i went for soccer for a while. Then i saw RX. I walked towards him then he say he not staying back le... Wanna go home. WTH ganna pang seh by him. Actually i knew this will happen. JL is not staying wad... Only when JL is with me then i will get to see RX beside me. Or should i only say "near me"? It sounds further than "beside me"...


You'll Never Walk Alone
The Best Goalkeeper will walk with you* 6:35 PM

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Thursday, April 24, 2008

Sheena i am sorry cos they just like to write your name


Retards who always say i like sheena. Even write it out.


A failure shot. Try again


Wow! Nice one. Strong sia

Kwan Hong don't dare show his face


They got stroke

Ah Beng prefect finally showed his face

English lesson


Try to be funny. Hide down there listen to music and do maths

Prelim 2 is coming nearer and nearer to us. It is important to us, at least for my class. Yet people around me (zi kai, jun liang, jimmy, kwan hong) are like...insane at times? Ok its normal to see this actually. I just wanna make it sound WOW.

During english lesson when all are listening (except KH who is sleeping), ZK like ah siao. Take a pencil draw on my table, like some crazy philosopher like that.

During HCL lesson when i change place to sit beside KH, he hide behind the table and listen to music plus doing maths. Caught in the end due to some coincidence that the teacher realised he is not there. Damn funny when he hurriedly took of his hp and headset.

In between break ZK n KH try to be funny go imitate people who got stroke. Haiz. Immature kids. And Kwan Hong tried to wear my prefect badge to act as ah beng prefect. "Eh how come you cut queue? Believe i whack you or not?" Look at his tie and badge and name tag and shirt. Really an ah beng prefect...

After lesson the macho KH tried to carry Jimmy, Zi Kai and Jun Liang but NG for dunno how many times before i could take the photo. Is prelim 2 really coming? How come we don't sense it..?


You'll Never Walk Alone
The Best Goalkeeper will walk with you* 3:10 PM

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Monday, April 21, 2008

Recently i formed a simple equation.

People whom i like = people whom i am disappointed

Therefore, i like = i am disappointed

Simple enough? But...


You'll Never Walk Alone
The Best Goalkeeper will walk with you* 10:25 PM

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Sunday, April 20, 2008

Today is Jun Liang's birthday. Happy Birthday JL..! But damn sian when i see so many people want to celebrate birthday with him eagerly and nobody remember mine. Anyway we went to Jun Liang's house yesterday to play basketball and tennis. Basketball was stil ok cos i was on form. Tennis wasn't that fun, i realise.(cos i can't play a proper game. We are all noobs) After that we went to play PS2 went i only managed to play one half of Pro Evolution Soccer, or should i say its 5 mins?

Stayed till abt 9 plus before our KFC party of 8 finally arrived. Ate and chatted for sometime. Ri Xuan was quite tired le i think. Can see from his face. Although its the spending of time together that is nice, but i realise i am still as loner as ever. Especially RX who always stick to JL and never seem to look for me. Never mind. He wont know about this. I think.

When i got Toa Payoh its about 12.37 i think. Important part. As i walked towards my block i saw this group of youngster about my age. Chinese. First Toa Payoh Sec. 3 of them shouted "We beat him up lah?" in Mandarin. They blocked my way and the one standing right in front of me took out a cigarette and started smoking. I stared at them, smiled and walked through them. They did nothing to me. Losers!!! Then i thought of calling the cops to catch them for thousand and one reasons. When i got home, i totally forgot about it!!! ARGH!!! How could i? But i swear i ever see them like this again i am going to call the cops for real.

Who are they? They are losers!


You'll Never Walk Alone
The Best Goalkeeper will walk with you* 6:06 PM

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Wednesday, April 16, 2008

I am really disappointed. Today is the last chance of us getting champions for both 'B' and 'C' division. 'C' boys lead Victoria School by 3 pts. This day is very important because the pts are very high. Gold- 9 pts. Silver- 7 pts. Bronze- 5 pts. 4th- 3 pts. 'B' boys are losing out to Chung Cheng High Main by 6 pts.

1st event is the 'C' boys group quanshu. They are like shit. Didn;t win any medal and let Victoria win a 4th position. Now their pts are the same. 'B' boys, very well done and really beautiful especially the stunts and formations. Except that PinXian got a mistake, we initially got around 8.20 which is the highest score and even beating Ping Yi Sec, but the head judge change the score and push our score all the way down to 7.80, winning nothing. Chung Cheng won a 4th position. They lead us by 9 pts.

Next is 'C' group weapon. They got a 7.90 but its a scare because eventually Victoria lost to them. Victoria got 7.85. 'C' boys won the National Title. Noe the 'B' boys. Only when we get a gold medal and Chung Cheng get nothing, we will win the National Title. Ping Yi Sec is the 1st group and they really didn't do really that well except only a part where only 1 out of 6 people do a stunt. Their initial score was about 8.20 but head judge push up to 8.45. Wao... CCHM's turn and one of them dropped his weapon. Chance for us to win. They got 7.93. Its our turn and we got no mistake at all. Everyone clapped for us. Initially score was very high, even beating Ping Yi Sec. But again, the head judge like want to fight with us like that, push our score down again. All the way to 8.20, even losing out to Manjusri Sec, a team that is so much worse than us. The whole hall jeered. All people could see we are a much better side but they insist in giving us this pathetic score. Eventually we got 3rd and a National 2nd.

I can't take the fact that the judge push our score down, twice. I cried. Really. Nothing to be ashame of. We lost the National Title just like that. Later then i found out that the head judge who adjusted Cat High and Ping Yi's score is Ping Yi Sec's WuShu coach. And you know what? Ping Yi got 4 gold for all 4 events, just because the head judge is their coach and that they are trying to squeeze into the National top 4 position.

The 'B' boys lost 2 gold medals and a National Title just like that. Everyone in the hall knew that we should win. I wonder if the Ping Yi participates feel proud taking the medals or not. THE WORLD IS UNFAIR!!! %@#& HIS MOTHER LAH *&^% CHEE %#$!!! ARGHHHH...!


You'll Never Walk Alone
The Best Goalkeeper will walk with you* 8:24 PM

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Monday, April 7, 2008

Happy Birthday Joanne..! Good brother hor? Wont forget your birthday and birthday present de...


You'll Never Walk Alone
The Best Goalkeeper will walk with you* 7:20 PM

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Friday, April 4, 2008

Okay. For the 2 previous days i'd been down for Wushu competition. Wed was NanDao. I admit i really suck so didn't win anything. I don't complain anything. Ytd, i felt really unfair. Serious.

There are 5 judges and 1 main judge. The main judge is Chung Cheng High coach. Ok she cant do much though, except she probably wont try to pull up our marks. The other 5 judges will give the score, minus away the highest and lowest, our final score will be the average of the remaining 3 scores. If got any mistakes then will minus away from the average score. 3 judges gave me 8.30, 8.30 and 8.35. Nice right? But 2 other judges gave me 7.80 and 7.85... It may seem to be a small difference, but actually even 0.01 makes a huge difference. So now my final score is 8.15.

To make matter worse, a Chung Cheng High guy, same event as me, didn't do as well as me. Serious, its obvious. His steps all damn high and all damn slack. Jump also didn't jump well, like hop like that, but the 2 judges both gave him 8.40. Why? Because 1) He is CCH student and we are competing there. 2) The main judge is CCH coach of course will give some form of "respect" right..?

Sian lah... No need compete le lor.


You'll Never Walk Alone
The Best Goalkeeper will walk with you* 8:39 PM

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